33th post

I'm back! :) I have lots to say, but time doesnt allow me to talk much here. So, a short post will do.

Came to know Im a easy-crying species. (L) Cried quite often recently. Ya know, I used to hide all my feelings and pretend to be happy in front of everyone. But there's always someone know you're I'm not okay, they just know you me too well :')

Went counselling on Wednesday. I was crying all the way and I can hardly speak a word. Dont ask me why am I crying so badly, cause, I dont know. Maybe I was just overreacted? All I can say is, I MISS THEM. Best of the best buddies... 






为什么，有些人可以说放下就放下  明明共同的回忆一样多，一样美，为什么放下的时间差距可以那么大?

你们真的让我改变了很多。虽然，刚开始，我不是很认同你和她。但是，后来我发现，你对她，真的很好很好。是因为爱屋及乌的关系吗? 我发现你对我们也很不一样。你和她的关系，让我觉得你对我们的好是理所当然，忘记了，总有一天，你会离开。

如果，你不是在我习惯了你的存在后才离开，或许，我也不会那么执著的想要留住和你一起的回忆。

现在的你，有了另一个她。所有的一切，都改变了。

来不及说出口的感谢，我希望你还能听见。谢谢你，给了我那么幸福的2010! :)